Well, we ended it. Turns out that the rumor mill is rampant. He got paranoid about real life people knowing about us. I still care for him a great deal, and he wanted to remain friends, but it was so painful to talk to him that I just couldn't do it and I ended up telling him it had to be over for good. I might change my mind. I really do miss him. But at this point I have to maintain silence between he and I because I just can't see it ending well.
He always chickened out. He was so taken with me but then he feels guilty. I remember one time he said 'what, do you expect me to leave my wife?' which I resopnded with 'of course not'... but the truth is what did I expect? I probably would have expected that one day and that would be so strange, considering I am married. The grass is always greener on the other side and honestly at this point I realize that I really do love my husband, even if he doesn't thrill me like he used to.
Mid life crisis averted!
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